Denial

from Journey by Ilmari Ponkala

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Hollow voices in your heart
Fade away as you're going down
Rotten, spoiled, broken, shattered heart
Choking from the lies you fed to me (to me)
You broke me down but never tried to build me up

Jaded eyes frozen solid
The agony is unbearable
Aching, hurting and I'm not even joking
Have I ever been important to you?

Treat me as you like
Treat me like shit
'Cause that is when you're telling me you're doing your best
I gave you all of me
You gave me almost nothing from you

Jaded eyes (jaded eyes)
Aching heart (aching heart)
Neverending lies (lies)
Heart as cold as ice
Feeling hurt
Feeling betrayed
Empty shell remains
Inadequate broken mind

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from Journey, released September 1, 2019

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