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Depths Of Titan

by Ilmari Ponkala

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1.
Wash Away 02:46
2.
Reborn Horizon Arise from the ashes You shall be reborn again Left abandoned and torn This is my purgatory You will grow hollow Consumed by your hatred Bodies drop dead Cause this vengeance is sacred You will grow spineless Every choice is rationalized Suffering in silence The reason remains unknown In the Horizon Perished from the ground These bruises and scars Are the reason i survived I’m haunted by phantoms Driven by temptation You don’t know what I’ve been through You wouldn’t last a day in my world You’re too fucking shallow This is a wasteland There is no fucking god Chaos and control You will grow hollow Consumed by your hatred Bodies drop dead Cause this vengeance is sacred You will grow spineless Every choice is rationalized Suffering in silence The reason remains unknown If growing is a punishment Every choice is rationalized Suffering in hatred The reason remains In the Horizon Reborn Horizon
3.
Silence 03:53
I feel the darkness in my heart Growing stronger every day I cannot keep you away forever Concealing my feelings from the world What you say is not what you think What you think is not what you say What you say is not what you think What you think is not what you say We all live inside this madness Unable to break free Trying to find this peace of mind We lost so long ago I don't care what you think of me I just want to feel myself again Someday I will have to speak my mind And no one will like what I've got to say Freedom of your mind Freedom of your soul Freedom of your mind Freedom of your soul What you say is not what you think What you think is not what you say What you say is not what you think What you think is not what you say We all live inside this madness Unable to break free Trying to find this peace of mind We lost so long ago
4.
High Tide 04:40
Sea washes away all your troubles All you don't want to see Is this who you really wanted to be Far away the reality pulls you towards to the end of your life Full of secrets to share Secrets that no one will hear In this lifetime of sadness We crave for something more More than we'll ever be Many of us will fall down And some of us wash away With the high tide Madness growing stronger every day No answers to be found Deep under the sea everything feels the same Drowning in my own thoughts There is no escape Caught in a web of lies Something pulls me away I can't stand the silence My mind is slipping away In this lifetime of sadness We crave for something more More than we'll ever be Many of us will fall down And some of us wash away With the high tide
5.
I'll Be Gone 05:58
6.
Awaken 04:32
Wake up Don't turn around Don't make a sound They will hear your every move You'll surely fall Sleep, close your eyes Day turns to night Can you realize You don't have to hide Finally I can hope to see Everything what I've always dreamed This is the time Stop all the crimes we commit We lie to ourselves Sometimes I want to hide I want to believe that in this world I can be brave I can be anything I just have to dream Sleep, close your eyes Day turns to night Can you realize You don't have to hide Finally I can hope to see Everything what I've always dreamed This is the time Stop all the crimes we commit We lie to ourselves We lie to ourselves We lie to ourselves
7.
Not a saint Nor sinner In between two worlds Marked as a beginner Moments of peace Slow your breath to release Waiting is over it’s easier to breathe And when the time slowly stands still The world’s turning frozen Forgetting its will Practice what you preach All this can be forsaken May the words we say Lead us mistaken There’s no way around it No one can’t break through it If no one erase it The sun has to face it Serving the light As shadow in the dark Child of sun Under shining star This is not enough Ain’t no giving up So tired Baptised in fire Admiring envy Far too long The restless ones Now gone beyond Feel so tired This is not enough Washed in fire This is not going to be enough Practice what you preach All this can be forsaken May the words we say Lead us mistaken There’s no way around it No one can’t break through it If no one erase it The sun has to face it Serving the light As shadow in the dark Child of sun Under shining star Stars colliding in dark Unleashing the light Tearing each other apart Shadows Children of the night One of a kind Infinity ties us together And when the time slowly stands still The world’s turning golden Forgetting its will Didn’t have a choice Couldn’t choose this path Destined for greatness To the end this route will last There’s no way around it No one can’t break through it If no one erase it I have to face it Practice what you preach All this can be forsaken May the words we say Lead us mistaken Brothers and sisters United by blood Corrupted relations For broken bonds Serving the light As shadow in the dark Child of sun Under shining star Child of Sun
8.
Windbreaker 05:05
I have to die Cause i reach for the skies I need to find my way to look you through those lies All the pain inside was the only thing in my mind Had to fight my way through eternal time I started to feel the nightmares in my dreams The pain doesn’t leave The sorrow will come back again when I close my eyes There’s no way to survive I could fly But only dying gets me high Behind the surface I still wait your presence You crossed the line with vengeance in mind When all the hardships pass me by I will build new world above the sky Build new world Across the sky I was willing to die To reach for the sky Behind the lies I created I found your eyes All the pain inside had to step aside I cross my heart and hope to die Behind the lies I found your eyes I was willing to die My fucking heart broke down You broke my heart My fucking heart broke down You had your change It’s too late to turn back Your future crumbles in your hands Falling again deeper and deeper This story has reached to it’s end Under the gaze Is more than the words can tell Menace trapped in a cage Waiting for another hell The storm is coming Surrounded by fear The waves are rising It’s nothing left to hear There’s nothing Windbreaker It’s my reality Windbreaker Alone hunting the prays counting the days Windbreaker Dare to test me I am the Windbreaker
9.
Doing Good 04:27
This is the last warning Get out of my way I know what you've been up to I know you've been cruel Where are your manners Where's your respect Your words make you seem like a lowly insect I don't care what you think of me I don't care what you say I'll keep on doing my thing 'cause I'm doing good Without your words I know you thought I can't do it What's the point in that When are you going to believe me This is just a beginning Where are your manners Where's your respect Your words make you seem like a fucking insect I don't care what you think of me I don't care what you say I'll keep on doing my thing 'cause I'm doing good Without you I've seen what you've been up to I know you're full of regret I don't care if you love me or hate me I'm doing good Without your words Now do you believe me This is just a beginning Your words make you look like a fucking disgrace I don't care what you think of me I don't care what you say I'll keep on doing my thing 'cause I'm doing good Without you I've seen what you've been up to I know you're full of regret I don't care if you love me or hate me I'm doing good Without your words

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released March 15, 2022

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