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Wash Away
02:46
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Reborn
Horizon
Arise from the ashes
You shall be reborn again
Left abandoned and torn
This is my purgatory
You will grow hollow
Consumed by your hatred
Bodies drop dead
Cause this vengeance is sacred
You will grow spineless
Every choice is rationalized
Suffering in silence
The reason remains unknown
In the Horizon
Perished from the ground
These bruises and scars
Are the reason i survived
I’m haunted by phantoms
Driven by temptation
You don’t know what I’ve been through
You wouldn’t last a day in my world
You’re too fucking shallow
This is a wasteland
There is no fucking god
Chaos and control
You will grow hollow
Consumed by your hatred
Bodies drop dead
Cause this vengeance is sacred
You will grow spineless
Every choice is rationalized
Suffering in silence
The reason remains unknown
If growing is a punishment
Every choice is rationalized
Suffering in hatred
The reason remains
In the Horizon
Reborn Horizon
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Silence
03:53
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I feel the darkness in my heart
Growing stronger every day
I cannot keep you away forever
Concealing my feelings from the world
What you say is not what you think
What you think is not what you say
What you say is not what you think
What you think is not what you say
We all live inside this madness
Unable to break free
Trying to find this peace of mind
We lost so long ago
I don't care what you think of me
I just want to feel myself again
Someday I will have to speak my mind
And no one will like what I've got to say
Freedom of your mind
Freedom of your soul
Freedom of your mind
Freedom of your soul
What you say is not what you think
What you think is not what you say
What you say is not what you think
What you think is not what you say
We all live inside this madness
Unable to break free
Trying to find this peace of mind
We lost so long ago
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High Tide
04:40
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Sea washes away all your troubles
All you don't want to see
Is this who you really wanted to be
Far away the reality pulls you towards to the end of your life
Full of secrets to share
Secrets that no one will hear
In this lifetime of sadness
We crave for something more
More than we'll ever be
Many of us will fall down
And some of us wash away
With the high tide
Madness growing stronger every day
No answers to be found
Deep under the sea everything feels the same
Drowning in my own thoughts
There is no escape
Caught in a web of lies
Something pulls me away
I can't stand the silence
My mind is slipping away
In this lifetime of sadness
We crave for something more
More than we'll ever be
Many of us will fall down
And some of us wash away
With the high tide
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I'll Be Gone
05:58
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Awaken
04:32
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Wake up
Don't turn around
Don't make a sound
They will hear your every move
You'll surely fall
Sleep, close your eyes
Day turns to night
Can you realize
You don't have to hide
Finally I can hope to see
Everything what I've always dreamed
This is the time
Stop all the crimes we commit
We lie to ourselves
Sometimes
I want to hide
I want to believe that in this world
I can be brave
I can be anything
I just have to dream
Sleep, close your eyes
Day turns to night
Can you realize
You don't have to hide
Finally I can hope to see
Everything what I've always dreamed
This is the time
Stop all the crimes we commit
We lie to ourselves
We lie to ourselves
We lie to ourselves
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Not a saint
Nor sinner
In between two worlds
Marked as a beginner
Moments of peace
Slow your breath to release
Waiting is over it’s easier to breathe
And when the time slowly stands still
The world’s turning frozen
Forgetting its will
Practice what you preach
All this can be forsaken
May the words we say
Lead us mistaken
There’s no way around it
No one can’t break through it
If no one erase it
The sun has to face it
Serving the light
As shadow in the dark
Child of sun
Under shining star
This is not enough
Ain’t no giving up
So tired
Baptised in fire
Admiring envy
Far too long
The restless ones
Now gone beyond
Feel so tired
This is not enough
Washed in fire
This is not going to be enough
Practice what you preach
All this can be forsaken
May the words we say
Lead us mistaken
There’s no way around it
No one can’t break through it
If no one erase it
The sun has to face it
Serving the light
As shadow in the dark
Child of sun
Under shining star
Stars colliding in dark
Unleashing the light
Tearing each other apart
Shadows
Children of the night
One of a kind
Infinity ties us together
And when the time slowly stands still
The world’s turning golden
Forgetting its will
Didn’t have a choice
Couldn’t choose this path
Destined for greatness
To the end this route will last
There’s no way around it
No one can’t break through it
If no one erase it
I have to face it
Practice what you preach
All this can be forsaken
May the words we say
Lead us mistaken
Brothers and sisters
United by blood
Corrupted relations
For broken bonds
Serving the light
As shadow in the dark
Child of sun
Under shining star
Child of Sun
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Windbreaker
05:05
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I have to die
Cause i reach for the skies
I need to find my way to look you through those lies
All the pain inside was the only thing in my mind
Had to fight my way through eternal time
I started to feel the nightmares in my dreams
The pain doesn’t leave
The sorrow will come back again when I close my eyes
There’s no way to survive
I could fly
But only dying gets me high
Behind the surface I still wait your presence
You crossed the line with vengeance in mind
When all the hardships pass me by
I will build new world above the sky
Build new world
Across the sky
I was willing to die
To reach for the sky
Behind the lies I created
I found your eyes
All the pain inside had to step aside
I cross my heart and hope to die
Behind the lies
I found your eyes
I was willing to die
My fucking heart broke down
You broke my heart
My fucking heart broke down
You had your change
It’s too late to turn back
Your future crumbles in your hands
Falling again deeper and deeper
This story has reached to it’s end
Under the gaze
Is more than the words can tell
Menace trapped in a cage
Waiting for another hell
The storm is coming
Surrounded by fear
The waves are rising
It’s nothing left to hear
There’s nothing
Windbreaker
It’s my reality
Windbreaker
Alone hunting the prays
counting the days
Windbreaker
Dare to test me
I am the Windbreaker
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Doing Good
04:27
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This is the last warning
Get out of my way
I know what you've been up to
I know you've been cruel
Where are your manners
Where's your respect
Your words make you seem like a lowly insect
I don't care what you think of me
I don't care what you say
I'll keep on doing my thing 'cause
I'm doing good
Without your words
I know you thought I can't do it
What's the point in that
When are you going to believe me
This is just a beginning
Where are your manners
Where's your respect
Your words make you seem like a fucking insect
I don't care what you think of me
I don't care what you say
I'll keep on doing my thing 'cause
I'm doing good
Without you
I've seen what you've been up to
I know you're full of regret
I don't care if you love me or hate me
I'm doing good
Without your words
Now do you believe me
This is just a beginning
Your words make you look like a fucking disgrace
I don't care what you think of me
I don't care what you say
I'll keep on doing my thing 'cause
I'm doing good
Without you
I've seen what you've been up to
I know you're full of regret
I don't care if you love me or hate me
I'm doing good
Without your words
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